Date: 8/21/2011

good girl gone bad

happy weekend :) tiring day again. went home to my province today because of grandfather's death anniversary/.. its nice to go home nd see my relatives made me think twice because their house was really poor dark nd kinda secluded.. well as 4 me i hav net and electricty nd food whenevr im hungry bt i still complain on alot of stuff. while my cousins nd nieces sometimes they just eat once a day... :( when a person is born poor how can he/she escape frm poverty when they cant even have food on the table as well as money to send their kids to school? life is sometimes unfair oh cross dat out rily unfair ... i dnt wanna sound mello dramatic here bt dats d reality heheheh those wer d thoughts that came to my mind while i was on my way home. hahah starring blankly outside d window bus seeing life in the province made me feel humbled... hmmm hmmm i had alot of thoughts today :) i wanted to travel on different places where as for my cousins they cant even visit my grandpa @d cemetery cz they dnt hv money 4 transportation sadness :) bt u knw wat i had d best time there i felt my happiness was genuine we laughed and talked alot its like i cn be myself no pretense nd no grudges :D i actually planned on staying der 4 a week hahaa... anyways my decision was good that i didnt stay. on our way to the bus station me nd my mom wer walking i saw 3 guys all in black with tattoo nd scary faces, one of them hit my arm i think he wanted to hit me somwer else luckily he got my hand, i got totally shocked--adrenalin rushd... i looked back and stared as mean as i cud but he looked straight to my eyes nd said y is der a problm i want to hit u nd who cares.... OMFG! screw him i knw its bad to wish 4 somthng bad bt i just wished ryt der and then that he'll get hit by d bus and cut into pieces screw him.... i hope he has his bad karma nw...oh scARy much. but fun fun fun :) ssorryyy 4 my blabbering.... i nid a backpackng buddy wanna travel asia cheaply yay!


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